A/S/L by Jeanne Thornton: A Deep Dive into Connection and Identity
When I first heard about A/S/L by Jeanne Thornton, I was immediately intrigued. As someone who grew up in the late 90s and early 2000s, the title resonated with me on a nostalgic level. It harkens back to a time when online interactions were often a mixture of excitement and uncertainty, a digital frontier explorers like me navigated with a mix of trepidation and eagerness. Jeanne Thornton’s sophomore novel promises not just a peek into that era, but also an intimate portrayal of three trans women whose lives intertwine in ways that are both poignant and profound.
Thornton tells the story of Abraxa, Lilith, and Sash, three friends who initially bonded over their shared dreams of creating a groundbreaking video game. Their friendship, though briefly forged in the fiery crucible of youth, left indelible marks that shaped their futures. Fast forward to 2016, and we find these women in vastly different places—both literally and metaphorically. Abraxa is a nomad, a talented spirit stuck in the cycle of couch-surfing and minimalism, carrying her life in a duffle bag. Lilith, on the other hand, has stitched herself into the fabric of society as a respected bank worker, but feels the acute sting of loneliness. Finally, Sash battles her own ghosts, tethered to her parents while trying to carve her own path through online sex work.
The richness of A/S/L lies in Thornton’s ability to showcase the pressures faced by transgender women navigating their identities and aspirations amidst the societal backdrop of the not-so-distant past. The characters are multifaceted and relatable, each echoing the struggles of so many. As I read, I found pieces of myself in each of them—a testament to Thornton’s exceptional character development.
What stands out in her writing is the seamless way she weaves together these narratives, each voice distinct yet harmoniously intertwined. The pacing offers a reflective cadence, allowing deep dives into each character’s psyche while adeptly keeping the reader engaged. Thornton’s prose carries a kind of lyrical quality, filled with vivid imagery and authenticity that makes you feel as if you’re walking alongside these characters in their moments of triumph and despair.
I found myself particularly moved by Lilith’s journey. Her quest for safety in a world that often feels chaotic struck a chord. One memorable quote reads, "To thrive is not simply to exist; it is to belong." This encapsulates not just her journey but resonates with the universal quest for belonging that many of us share. It’s a reminder of the importance of connection, a theme that runs deep throughout the novel.
A/S/L is a book that I believe speaks to anyone who has felt out of place or has grappled with their identity. Thornton’s narrative not only illuminates the challenges faced by her characters but also celebrates the resilience of those who dare to be authentically themselves. Whether you’re someone navigating similar paths or simply someone who enjoys rich storytelling, this book has something to offer.
In conclusion, Jeanne Thornton’s A/S/L left a lasting impact on me, prompting reflection on friendships, identities, and the digital landscapes that shape our lives. If you’re looking for a heartfelt exploration of connection and the search for identity in a beautifully-rendered, relatable world, I wholeheartedly recommend this book. It’s not just a read; it’s an experience—one I won’t soon forget.